Our first time exploring male panty play
I wanted to share a new experience that Sunny and I had together because I think it is really important to show how scary vulnerability can be, even when you are in the most secure, safe, kinky, and loving relationship.
A couple of nights ago I was in the bathtub and Sunny was in the shower next to the tub, a place we hang out and chat a lot, and it was dark in the room with nothing but a soft glow from a light cube on the floor. I was scrolling my phone and I told him I was going to look for some new male panties for him, because I think he looks so freaking cute in pretty underwear. He was silent for a second and then said, "what would you think of pegging me with a pair of your panties on?" He couldn't see my eyes light up in the dark, but I stayed calm and just said, "what do YOU think of me pegging you with my panties on?" He said "thinking of it was making his dick hard," and he thought maybe he wanted to try it. I told him I would love to explore that with him. He said his ︎heart was racing and felt so nervous to ask me that and thanked me for being open to it in such a kind way. Still separated by the bath and the shower I asked him why he felt nervous about it, he couldn't point it out exactly but he said it feels scary to say things that are not "manly." That there is a a little fear of rejection or humiliation for something so new. I thanked him for being brave and telling me something he wants to explore and to get over in the bath with me.
His cock was SOO hard! I laid against the tub and hand him lay into my chest so that I could hold him with on arm and stroke his cock just barely out of the water with the other. I whispered that he is so safe with me, that I will always take care of him, that I always want to explore and try new things with him. I told him how excited I am to see him in little panties, to slip them to the side to slide his cock inside of me as I fuck him, to hold the panties as I peg him. I also told him that when we get out of the tub to go into my panty drawer and pick out a pair of panties to wear and meet me in bed.
He giggled and said okay. I dried off and slipped into bed and he went to the closet and came back wearing a cute little white thong with his cock so incredible hard behind the little fabric. I told him how pretty he looked and laid him down. Stroking his cock through the panties, flossing his balls with the fabric, pulling them to the side to slip his cock into my throat.
I then sat on top of him, my pussy THROBBBBBING at this point and buried him deep inside of me. Looking into his eyes and telling him how much I love him, his cock, his love, his ︎heart. How much I love his vulnerability and braveness to try something new, how sexy and pretty he looks in my panties as they are getting wet from my pussy and his cock.
Watching him slip deeper into Mommy's subspace, holding my good boy and making him feel as good as I possibly could. I flipped Sunny over, grabbed my glass dildo, and made him beg for my toy in his ass. Making him rub his cock as I fucked his ass and pulled those panties tighter giving him a wedgie with his ass fucked and cock stroked. I could see him orgasm without cumming and told him I want him to cum in Mommy's pussy. I put my favorite, prettiest plug in him, and backed my ass into his hard cock. Fucking him fast on all fours and telling him to be a good boy and give me all his cum.
Sunny exploded into me, and I exploded onto him. We both came at the same time, melting into each other. Without slipping out I told him to come to me and held him, catching our breath together and holding that sacred beautiful vulnerable energy together.
When I asked Sunny after the fact what it was about panties that excited him he said that he is not into humiliation at all, but feeling cute and pretty is not a feeling he has ever experienced. One he also didn't know he wanted to experience until we started talking about it.
Feeling cute and pretty is not something guys experience much if at all in their lives. Handsome and sexy yes, but pretty is something that is hard to explain. Making Sunny feel a new way, pretty, and safe in that really vulnerable emotion is everything to me.
I share this story not only because it was so incredibly sexy and intense, or that it was new and we are transparent with those experiences, but because even with our relationship being as open and safe as it is that it still felt really scary for Sunny to feel brave enough to ask for something so vulnerable. Asking our partners to try something new shouldn't feel scary, we should be with people who we can trust with our fears, desires, and vulnerabilities, but that isn't always the case. Society makes us feel bad, we get in our own heads, and even our partners at times are not the most supportive. I can't imagine how it would have made Sunny feel if I would have laughed at him, made him feel bad about this fantasy, or even if I got upset about it. This has all happened to us, and we just want to hold you in those moments with others that didn't feel good, in those moments when you want to speak up about trying something but that fear is too great, and holding you in those moments of bravery where you are safe enough to speak up and ask for something new that you are curious about! Vulnerability is one of my biggest turn ons, making you feel safe gets me off.
I also want to thank you for creating a space safe enough for us to explore new things together and to share those new things with you! Watch all of our play here
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